You told him you love him and that you wouldnt do it again but you did.
My boyfriend cheated multiple times. In the situations where I was cheated on the guy would try to keep talking to me and trying to spend time with me. Why are you trying to make yourself care. This guy has cheated on you continuously and you have given him all that you can.
He is a police officer. No words can change anything because their actions spoke louder. Do not skip meals because feeling numb and nauseous wont erase anything that happened.
Six personality traits which mean your partner is likely to cheat. The girl he cheated with was considered a police explorer someone considering a career in law enforcement Having a relationship with a police explorer is against his departments policy. Things were just different.
BTW guys have to deal with insecurity just as much as girls Dustin continued. One reason guys cheat is that they want out of the relationship but arent man enough to just break up so they cheat in order to have an excuse to get out. But as you have mentioned that he has cheated several times I dont see any scope for improvement.
I think you need to seek counseling to find out why you are doing this. In both cases you should not put up with this habit. My husband has cheated on me several times what should I do the thought of it may run through your head for what feels like an eternity.
He gave you a second chance and you blew it. That isnt love because if he did love you he would do nothing to hurt you. 2 Guys just want sex from a girl.